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Internal Conflicts

by No Call No Show

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1.
I've been trying to reach a state of equilibrium its not easy balancing out my life every night i lie awake for far too long wishing you were by my side ill never tell you'll never know there will always be a skyline no matter where you go and when you think you've reached the end another one will show ill promise you if you promise me to never be alone i won't last too long if I'm stranded in the cold ill never tell you'll never know you are the bruise i don't remember getting a tiny little cut that just won't stop bleeding these days have turned to tests, accidents are waiting but i have hope for you and i, there was a reason for us meeting
2.
Haven't Met 03:20
i see you walking by you tell me i'm familiar little do you know that you'll also tell me everything about you in one simple night i'll know you inside out and you'll tell me something you thought you'd never share with anyone i'll reply with all of the times i lied, through my teeth a mutual discussion will occur, now we know how flawed we were and we'll laugh and we'll cry, at the same time i needed this night i needed this night so you see, i looked familiar because you saw yourself in me as did i, with you i hate to admit, that i'm a little cautious not because of my past just because i'm uncertain i appreciate your patience and i'm sorry if i'm a burden and you'll tell me something you thought you'd never share with anyone i'll reply with all of the times i lied, through my teeth a mutual discussion will occur, now we know how flawed we were and we'll laugh and we'll cry, at the same time i needed this night i needed this night
3.
the door is locked for a sense of security, even though the criminal has the key i've come down with a case of the winter's disease diagnosed by the cold i have the shakes, numbness and tingling but who am i to complain at all in this world we are so small, insignificant, and unordinary let's just say i wish life was a fairy tale, but instead we march until our death counting down the time until there's nothing left i'm kind of hoping, i'm kind of doubting do i cross your mind, do you think about me how exciting, this wind has become good friends with the lightning its inviting, the forming of the storm that holds deception and now you can't be told where you will go it's just one of those things that you need to know, hello so use your key and come inside not only the liars tell the lies meticulous thoughts run around my mind so i'll justify myself tonight but remember the cold compresses my truth, it skews the words from me to you homesick for a place you've never seen it's a feeling of warmth when you're feeling free so watch your step because beneath your feet could lie the road to mystery i wouldn't want you to get lost in me i've come down with the winter's disease but graciously you'll move along, place the key in the lock please prove me wrong and now we can't be told where we will go could you look into my eyes and say hello hello
4.
lately i'm disembodied and out of touch i hear a resonating whisper the sillouhette of a mockingbird keeps leaving me disfigured, a fairytale, it's story time: a falsified perception. this candlelit adventurer has no sense of direction dimished hope, i'm grinding teeth and sleeping through this winter. pressured by society, i keep pulling out the splinter one by one we strive for life, hopeless thoughs and tortured minds and home is where we pass the time, i'm coming back to say goodbye. i've asked a lot of people how they're doing but never really cared, their same generic answer never fails to fill the air. id rather have a life with debts than no life and regrets, so i'll walk alone, throwing stones until i can forget, this twisted life has molded me, and now i can't turn back like when you bend a metal paperclip, you'll never bend it back but you can try just save your breath, i'll tell myself theres nothing left, and stagger down this one way road, broken down on my way home i cant seem to make up my mind you name is soft and i would love to catch your fall easy, you're easy on the eyes indulge in what we know, this comfort has no color and that's okay with me i'm not to argumentative, this roads been crossed before i can't love you anymore
5.
hello eyelids, temporarily blinding for a while i'll forget that there's no one here beside me my bed is small, and i always sleep alone i often wonder about where i'll make my home and if this century is the last one that we'll see i have a feeling that i'll live my life wastefully why did it take so long for me to lose control no matter where i go i'll never feel at home and this life is a test where i find myself over and out tonight cheap alcohol and these cigarettes couldn't make this right its times like these i find myself holding to the ground while i am freaking out describe to me, the worst part of your mind and then ill show you mine, because its not hard to find i'll get this point across, make no mistake someday ill be a better man than what i am today maybe it's great that i am so unsatisfied the only thing I'm searching for is a better life why did it take so long for me to lose control no matter where i go i'll never feel at home and this life is a test where i find myself over and out tonight cheap alcohol and these cigarettes couldn't make this right its times like these i find myself holding to the ground while i am freaking out its not easy being sorry for some deeds that were so wrong
6.
call ya tell, i'm itching on the inside i don't know when to feel so i feel all the time and when it builds, i have no release so while the room spins, i'm suffocating and lately I've been all or nothing and you fell right in-between i said baby don't take this the wrong way i just don't need this right now you could say that i am petrified but am i too young to wonder when i'm gonna die and will death be a friend? i only have a few my minds been narrow lately how i wish this wasn't true and lately I've been all or nothing and you fell right in-between i said baby don't take this the wrong way i just don't need this right now and then you said we could just be friends
7.
Bottom Line 02:46
these things will forever be in my way and it's starting to affect my physically id be lying if I said i'm doing fine theres so much on my mind a constant state of sorrow all these things I should have never done and id hate to find out how you remember me but the bottom line is, i'm just wasting time holding on to what was never mine and these days have turned to tests I keep my fingers pressed upon my pulse just to know i'm alive stray away the house is in the distance but the lights are dim silent takes, this hope has turned to ash my mind is numb this turning tongue tells of a time we tried to twist fate in our favor, it's now or later I will tell you how ive been but i'll leave out a few details but the bottom line is, i'm just wasting time holding on to what was never mine and these days have turned to tests I keep my fingers pressed upon my pulse just to know i'm alive don't turn the lights out, this worlds upside down I can't even hold my own
8.
i don't know this script you wrote but i will follow your lead could you go a little slow because i'm not the actor you might think that i would be let's play your game i played my last hand, just to lose it all i played this damn gamn, just to fall if i told you, how i felt it would sound just like this and lately, I've been running around trying to figure out, just who i am lets play this game this time last week i could have swore that i didn't care i could fall in love with anyone you just happened to be there and now you've gone faster than you've arrived, and i don't think that it matters, much this time lets play your game i played my last hand, just to lose it all i played this damn game, just to fall if i told you, how i felt it would sound just like this and lately, I've been running around trying to figure out, just who i am if i told you how i felt it would sound just like this
9.
i'm getting tired of fighting all these reasons why i sing i'm not afraid of the lightning but i'm not too fond of this storm have you asked yourself lately just where you are wondering they say these lonely roads are known to dead end on you do you remember all the nights that we shared no fighting no lighting, remember, don't be scared? this home is a curse, locking memories inside please turn off the lights, because there's no where to hide nobody's home and the lights are out i can't remember what I've been singing about wondering, wondering, wondering why wonder, wondering why and we're wondering why you have no desire, we're wondering why, you're running away i'm getting tired of fighting all these reasons why i sing

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This album was put together merely for fun. I'm aware it's no where near studio quality and there's definitely a few mistakes in some of these songs (voice cracks, missed notes), but regardless i hope you guys enjoy. To those you listen and take it seriously, thank you so much. Each track is demo quality at the moment, one by one i will be redoing them as "professionally" as i can.

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released November 20, 2013

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No Call No Show Bechtelsville, Pennsylvania

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